This is another go at the Cohort’s Challenge “Life is
unfair…”Season 3, I Yensch, You Yensch/Wolf in Sheep’s Clothing. Crais has to
make the worse decision in his life
The
Promise
By
GitonCrais
Crais had to
shut Talyn down. It was the hardest decision he ever had to make.
He had
stared at the ceiling while he lay on his bed in his temporary quarters on
Moya.
The room was
small, just large enough to hold the bed and a chair. The only redeeming
feature was that it had its own refresher.
It was
enough for Crais; he’d had worse accommodations. Still, it was nothing like his
quarters on Talyn.
Talyn!
How could he
explain it to the youngster? He took a deep breath and disengaged privacy mode.
Talyn needed to understand…
The tragedy
started at the beginning of the morning…
The Medical
ship had picked up Naj Gill and they all watched him leave. Crais was standing
with Aeryn and Crichton on Moya’s Command Deck.
Then the
Peacekeeper ships had turned up. Crais ordered Talyn to prime his main cannon
and ordered him to fire. Two single blasts and the Peacekeeper ships were no
more than debris and space dust. Crais was proud of Talyn.
Then his
eyes opened wide in shock!
Talyn
powered up his guns again and this time he had targeted the medical ship.
“No! Talyn, don’t!
The med ship is not
a threat,” he cried out and the others had looked at him in confusion.
He tried to
stop Talyn from targeting and shooting the medical ship but Talyn wouldn’t
listen.
Talyn had
detected strange fluctuating readings from the medical ship, as if it was
powering up armaments.
Silently
Crais tried to explain to Talyn that the readings could be caused by the ship’s
unusual drive but Talyn disregarded Crais’ summoning. With one salvo,
the medical ship was
blown to nothing. No one could have survived that.
Crais was
outraged with Talyn.
Talyn lashed
back and Crais barely managed to keep this from the others.
“Why, Talyn?” Crais pleaded silently with his
Leviathan.
Talyn’s
voice was calm in Crais’ mind ~They posed a threat to you. I had to protect you
and my mother~
“They didn’t
pose a threat, Talyn, you were wrong,” Crais communicated silently to Talyn.
Jool stormed
onto Command, closely followed by Chiana, and attacked Crais, shoving him backwards.
Crais barely
acknowledged her, only just lifting his arms to ward off some of her blows
while he waited for Talyn’s reply. His eyes were filled with sadness when he
looked at her.
The others
misconstrued his silence. Let them! He had to make sure that Talyn wasn’t
compounding his mistake.
~They were
powering up weapons~ Talyn answered petulantly.
“They were
not weapons! I explained to you about their drive! Why didn’t you listen?”
~What if
they were weapons?~ Talyn would not concede.
Crais paced
the Deck. The others were watching him in silence. He saw their accusatory
glances, as if he had been at Talyn’s helm.
“Talyn is in
shock,” started Crais, “He expressed absolute remorse for his mistake.”
“Six hundred dead! That’s a little more than a mistake, Crais!”
cried Jool.
Crais flinched, “Yes and
unless we act, it may happen again.”
“What will
happen again,” asked Pilot.
Crais took a
deep breath, “Extreme paranoia. I believe… we have to shut down all his
mechanoid systems.”
Moya shook
in anger.
“You’re
talking about killing Talyn,” said Chiana.
“Of course
not,” said Crais but his eyes were sad and his voice caught, “But we must get
him to a place where the anomalies in his character can be repaired with full
system replacements…”
“Will he
still be Talyn,” asked Aeryn softly.
Crais
swallowed, “No, he will be different. Brand new. Six hundred
innocents have just
lost their lives.”
Talyn had
engaged full lock-down; he wouldn’t let Crais onboard. Crais reasoned with Talyn from his
quarters.
He had spent
arns trying to explain to Talyn why they had to shut down his higher functions.
He tried to explain, that in the end it would help him, make him better, less
violent.
At first,
Talyn had reacted violently.
It had left
Crais weak and in physical pain for an arn.
Then,
gradually, Talyn had accepted that the way he was now would be harmful to
Crais, his mother, others, and ultimately himself.
~Will I still be me?~
Talyn asked worriedly.
“No, Talyn,”
Crais answered truthfully, “But I hope you will be. You will be changed,
reborn, without your violent tendencies.”
~What will
happen?~
Crais looked
down at his hands, noticed the slight tremor, “We… I will shut you down and we
will take you to the Command Carrier…”
Talyn’s
panic rose again and Crais fell back on the bed when Talyn lashed out.
He gripped
the sheets under his hands tightly to maintain control.
~You will
hand me over to the Peacekeepers!~ Suspicion had crept into Talyn’s words. ~You
want to be re-instated, become a Peacekeeper again. You will abandon me as a
failed project!~ again he lashed out.
“No, Talyn!” Crais gasped, “I will not abandon you! But they have the means to make you well.
You can’t go on like this… and neither can I.”
~And what if
they can’t cure me? Will you just let them mind-wipe me and hand me over to
them?~ there was hurt in the youngster’s voice.
“No, Talyn,
if they can’t cure you I will steal you away.”
~What if you
can’t?~
“You will
not belong to the Peacekeepers.”
~Will you
promise?~
“On my Oath
and on my love for you. Whatever it takes, you will not become a Peacekeeper
gunship.”
The
youngster seemed placated for the moment.
~Crais…?~
Talyn was hesitant.
“Yes Talyn?”
~If they
can’t cure me, will you let me… die?~
“I hope it
will not come to that,” Crais swallowed.
~But will
you consider it?~
Crais was
silent for a moment. He could feel Talyn’s prodding at the edges of awareness.
A plan started to form in his mind, “Talyn, if it comes to that, you will not
be alone.”
~Thank you
Crais~
“Hopefully,
shutting you down will only be temporarily.”
~That is my
wish also~
Crais
returned to Command to get Crichton and Aeryn.
“What is
Talyn doing?” Jool’s cry made Crais turn to the forward portal and his eyes
opened wide.
“No! Talyn!”
Before they could take
evasive manoeuvres, Talyn had attacked Moya. His guns damaged the Command Deck
on Moya and it had only been Pilot’s quick thinking of bringing the shields up,
which had prevented further damage.
It had become
a moot point whether to shut down Talyn or not. They had to go over and shut
him down. There was no other way. Talyn would not have attacked Moya had he
been in his right mind.
Talyn
wouldn’t let them board him. He was scared, hurt and upset. He felt betrayed.
Crais had
pleaded with him and reminded him of their conversation earlier. Finally Talyn had agreed to let them board.
It was with
a heavy heart that Crais entered Command.
Crichton and
Aeryn followed him.
He didn’t
want to look in their faces, knowing that he would see pity for Talyn in their
eyes. He had to be strong for what he was about to do, for Talyn and for
himself.
Talyn
dropped his onboard guns, slowly targeting them before Aeryn
spoke. She explained
that she understood that he was sick and frightened. He would not have attacked
Moya if he hadn’t been so. Her soft words made him retract his guns.
~You will
promise to make me well again?~ he asked Crais.
“Yes,
Talyn,” Crais said aloud, his eyes slightly unfocused while he spoke to him, “I
promise we will do everything we can.” His voice was soft, “I don’t hold you
responsible and neither does Moya.”
~I’m scared,
Crais~
Crais
smiled, “Oh, no, no. On the contrary, Talyn, you are very brave.”
~I am sorry,
I didn’t mean to hurt her. Please, Crais, do it now before I change my mind~
“As you
wish.”
Crais walked
over to the main console. For a brief moment, he hesitated. He didn’t want to
lose his friend but then he took the controls resolutely and shut down Talyn’s
systems. Command was silent.
Crais
couldn’t feel Talyn anymore and he bit back the choking sensation that was
welling up in him. His voice sounded broken, “He’s gone.”
After one
last look, he left Command with a heavy step.
His
footsteps sounded hollow in the sudden quiet corridors of Talyn.
Gracefully,
Crichton and Aeryn left him on his own, knowing full well what shutting down
Talyn had meant for Crais.
He entered
his quarters.
He would
have to leave this place he had called home for the last two cycles, maybe
forever; however long “forever” was going to last.
He touched
Talyn’s bulkhead, only the soft humming of the automatic systems could still be
felt. Talyn conscious was not there.
His eyes
meandered around his room.
He took in the
sparseness. All neat, all tidy but relatively bare.
Without
Talyn occupying his mind, he felt empty, like this room.
He opened
the secret compartment, which held his possessions. His Captain’s greatcoat was
folded neatly inside, his small cache of credits. The little strongbox with the
few memories of his past, a past he had only shared with Talyn.
He
contemplated taking them with him.
No, he would
leave them here. The compartment was well concealed and needed his
bio-signature to be opened. He closed it.
Crais
hastily tossed two sets of clothes and his shaving gear in a carryall. It was
all he needed.
There were
still a few things to do before they left.
He walked
quickly back to Command.
“Are you
ready Crais,” Crichton asked. He was a little surprised when Crais didn’t respond but walked over to the main console.
Using the
manual override, which was the only working system still functioning, Crais
keyed in a code. It would activate a sequence of lockdown codes if anyone would
try to
tamper with the databanks. Only he knew the code to release it safely. No
Peacekeeper would find the data and information he and Talyn had collected over
the cycles.
Once that
was done, he turned and left Command, leaving Aeryn and Crichton wondering what
he had done.
The
welcoming committee on the Command Carrier had not been friendly. Crais had
expected that. The sheer hostility was tangible.
The Human
would at least bring them the means to defeat the Scarrans. Aeryn had been declared contaminated, a few thought unjustly
so. The others were just
irritating aliens, not worthy of their attention.
Crais, on
the other hand, had been one of the privileged. Had been one to give orders. He
had turned his back on
the Peacekeepers and gone renegade. He deserved no understanding or sympathy.
And now he was back, on his hands and knees, figuratively speaking. It served
him right.
Crais could
see the hatred in their eyes and felt it in the way they blocked his path.
He swallowed
his pride. He needed them to make Talyn well and to find a means to destroy the
knowledge he knew Crichton was going to impart. He wondered if Crichton realized that even giving Scorpius a small part of
the equation of the Wormhole would be enough for the scientist. Probably not.
In Crichton’s eyes, all aliens had less mental capacity than he
did. Fool. The Wormhole
technology had to be destroyed!
Then there was Larell
She had been
gullible enough to believe that her wiles worked on him. He let her believe that
they could rekindle the short time they had spent together. He had needed her
then to relieve his tension during the Leviathan project and for intellectual
feedback. He needed her now to help Talyn.
They had
worked on Talyn until they could go no further.
He had
opened the link to Talyn imperceptibly and Talyn had responded. He sounded
calmer now, more like himself.
With
Crichton’s distraction and Aeryn’s help, he had been able to board Talyn.
They didn’t
have much time.
“Yes, Talyn,”
he hunkered down and touched the deck, Talyn’s skin felt warm and Crais smiled,
“I am here.” He sighed while his hand caressed Talyn’s floor.
“Nothing to
be afraid of.”
He took a
deep breath, “Talyn, the firing mechanism on your cannon was taken away from
you by the Peacekeepers. The rest have been captured and Moya…”
He paused,
“Moya will soon be enslaved (Talyn’s lights flashed, he was clearly upset)
unless we do something. Something radical!”
You…and…I…together,”
he paused, “Talyn, I’m back.”
~I’m glad
you’re back. Will you take me away?~
“One way or
the other.”
~Am I
cured?~
“As much as
we could.”
~What if I
am not?~
“We will
face this together.”
Crais stood
up and walked over to the compartment. He took his Captain’s coat and put it
on. It was a tight fit, “Talyn, we don’t have much time. I need your
cooperation.”
~What for?~
“Crichton
has given Scorpius part of the Wormhole technology. We have to destroy it.”
~How?~
Crais took a
deep breath, “We will leave by using StarBurst inside the Carrier.”
Talyn
panicked ~Will we die?~
Crais
swallowed, “We might. There is a slim possibility that we will survive.”
~But our
chances will be minimal?~
“Yes,” Crais
said with resignation.
Talyn thought
for a moment ~If I’m not cured, then I would rather die… But you will die with
me~ There was concern for Crais.
Crais smiled
wryly, “Yes Talyn, I promised you not to be alone. We will die together or
survive together.”
~I don’t
want you to die~
Crais
sighed, “There is nothing left for us. If we don’t do this, it would mean a
slow execution for me. The Peacekeepers will have you. You are my only friend.
I take my chances with you.”
~Then so be
it~ Talyn’s thoughts were unwavering.
Crais hung
his head briefly. He took a deep breath and looked up, determination is his
eyes, “So be it.”
His opened
the comms and his voice was calm and commanding, “Scorpius, I am just making my
final goodbyes.”
He could
hear Scorpius cry, “Where are you Crais?”
Crais’ voice
was triumphant, “I am standing in your heart and I am about to squeeze!”
Crais’ voice
had risen in suppressed anger, “You are the most repellent of creatures,
Scorpius. You weren’t born into Peacekeepers. You weren’t conscripted against
your will. You chose to be one!”
Crais could
feel Talyn power up to maximum power.
Crais’ voice
continued, calmer now, “The last time I left this ship… my ship… I did that
under a veil of secrecy. You forced that situation. You took away MY command.”
His voice rose, “You stole my LIFE from me! And this time, Scorpius I am not
leaving quietly!”
Shudders
went through the Command Carrier and shook everyone off balance when Talyn
lifted off the hangar floor and broke loose from his moorings.
In Talyn’s
Command Centre Crais looked around one last time. He closed his eyes, spread
his arms in surrender and gave the command quietly, “Talyn, Starburst.”
For a microt
he was bathed in light and then they surged forwards.
The End